Dreams

Heh. I've lost 8 kilos since my last post. Got another 7 to go before i reach my target. Been working da bags and lifting those weights but i seem to get bigger. Weird. Anyone wanna learn boxing? Need a partner so i wont get bored fast.

Remaking my room. Putting in a gym corner and a display cabinet. Will upload pics of how it looks like once my room is actually done.

Work

Heh. Got a job at Red Lacquer, a peranakan restaurent at JP2. Like finally.

Been busy with woodwork da past few days. Kinda addictive. Its a sheet of wood with shapes cut out and u just take em out and piece em together. Damn relaxing, to some i suppose. Got a few pictures of my finished product and my sis's half finished work. Gonna upload em later once i find my hp.

Short

Got my results yesterday. Failed 2 out of 6 modules. Got scolded by dad and in da midst of it all my hair got blamed. So now im back to a crew cut. Feels weird without my tail.

Been feeling angry and sad quite suddenly this few days. Can't be Pms can it. Anyone know a good therapist?

Gonna start training again. Been 4 months since da last match. Anyone wanna join me for training? I need a punching bag. Applicants pls have insurance.

Dentist

Whoo. Woke up to da smell of something burning. Sis managed to burn da microwave in about a minute. Thats like da third electronic item she's destroyed. Makaned at home, bathed took a cab to JMC. Had my dental check up. Cost me 70 buck for a 30 minute visit. Walked around JP, asked mum to buy me a Ben 10 tshirt, couldnt find my size. Damn.

Gonna get my results tomorrow. Scared.

Rant

I can't be da guy you go to every time you get your heart broken. I can't stand it when you tell me how much he makes you happy. Don't you realise how much you mean to me? My heart brakes whenever I see you cry. And yet i can't do anything about it cus I'm no one to you. I'm da one you go to when you have problems, I'm da one you go to when you need help, but why am I never da one you look for when you're happy or when you're bored and you wanna hang out, why am I always da last one you look for when it's good news.

I'm sick of being unimportant, sick of feeling used. I'm tired and I just wanna leave.

Again

Gonna try again.

Heh. Ava camp was cool. Came late cos of somebody waking up late. Played captain's ball with da juniors. Kinda feel bad cus we walked all over them.

Had lunch at LJS. Getting kinda sick of that now. Went back to school for training. Then played some games. Got really wet then dry then wet again. Bbq then bathed. Watched sex drive directors cut. Damn funny movie. Went to da control room after da movie. Had quite alot of fun at da gallery. Went home after that.